Hi friends. I know, a strange start to a post. I feel good, and it’s strange to admit this. How much easier it seems the words flow when I’m in some deep melancholy, when I’m turning over my thoughts. But there’s a lightness to me at the moment. I wonder if I should even write – I think this can hardly be the forum for it. But I do – I do! I wonder how much to reveal of myself, and I think I may come across as manic, simply for feeling good. How often I choose to talk of suffering and despair – I feel in some way free in the moment. Things are good! I’d like to spread well wishes to everyone – even though I have no readers!
It’s not as if there’s nothing there – that my mind is vacant, but… I can’t describe it perhaps. Why would I desire to write and turn to discourse when things are good? I have a clean conscience and no longer need the outlet, or to hear myself think. I can’t say what it is exactly. I wouldn’t give it, no, but at the same time… well, maybe I should switch genres – light romance perhaps. I can’t say.